Monday, October 6, 2008

@ 4:04 PM

went back for da EL just session...
quite gd la...
esp wif ms A. chew...
hmm she changed a lot...or her teaching style changed alot...
is totalli different frm sec 2 when she taught mi Lit....
honestli i din pay much attention 2 my EL...
cos all i want is to get 5 pts for my Already-Selected R5...
and wif EL F9...i said F9 ok...look carefulli...
feel very hmm downcast??
hmm no i tink is bcos of jealousy...
i am such a weird person...
one might felt jealoused over other's outstanding performance..
academic result or big house ..cars and money probabli...
y am i feel jealoused over a ...ermm
a failure...
a weak failure tt couldn't even pass da exam????
or mayb bcos i was a failure once ..for tt subject...
i dun mind 2 dissapoint anyone ...
bt i dun wan 2 disppoint ..ermm tt person...
tt person makes mi deel so angry 2 day...
bcos of tt person ..jealousy strikes...
da feeling is sooooo...werid....
jus uncomfortable wif it...
i realli want 2 dial her number n shout at her....

I would want to live longer...