Wednesday, December 31, 2008
@ 3:17 PM
last day of 2008..and tmr is the first day of 2009..how fast...well which means ...the results will be out soon...i dun think i am in a new year mood...bcos i am alr vry nervous abt it..fuck!stupid result!!packed my room today..haven finish..lots and lots of things....cos its the 1st time to tidy up my room since sec sch...well i tink all papers have been cleared..and i even find out my sec 1 D&T files ...well it just 'jumped' out...certain things dun wan to throw it away...very weird lei ..seeing all kind of worksheet and exam papers lying on the floor...i tink that represents Secondary sch life..sad...still gt the textbook..-.-currently watching The Gem of Life.. new Hong Kong showjust realised its NC16...well doesnt matter...
I would want to live longer...
Monday, December 29, 2008
@ 9:49 AM
Damn it damn it damn it!!!!parents had a quarrel last Friday...i became the peacemaker again...i guess i alr know my future job..be a peacemaker lo...las time when they had a quarrel..i told myself will nv b their peacemaker again..yet i din follow wad i had told myself...ignore the reason first...i think quarrel wif your wife/husband becos of OTHER PPL is the stupidest thing to do in the world...and they r not JUST MARRIED yet they behave like honeymoon couple...as if quarrel can solve a problem???anw i think dad shd abandon his idea..i am nt saying the idea is wrong...but from my point of view he shd have that idea...becos i am the onli child ...i am a selfish person...i cant let any1 inc my cousins to break the family peace...and i am the onli kid able to break the peace...i wish the one child policy in China implemented 10 yrs earli...so on Friday there will be no prob...i dun want to mention abt the reason bcos i hav nothing 2 say abt it...maybe if i gt the real Death Note ..things will b much simpler...i can kill the boy immediately...although we share the same surname...grandpa alr dead..so he's nobody...nobody...i did my job as a peacemaker...so theres peace temporally ..but doesnt mean the end...i cant control my dad wif his warped way of thinking...but i think he shd attend Hillgrove sec school...u know why?? becos the sch values will help mi educate him..Responsibility.. thinking and communication..he shdnt have the idea in my mind becos of the 3 words...if hes No.1 rich in Singapore ...i will encourage him do wadever he want...but the prob he obviously not...so he shd think b4 doing ANYTHING..i still nid to carry on wif my job..peacemaker...PS:nv married wif some1 has a warped way of thinking.. becos u will have a warped mind in the long run... I would want to live longer...
Friday, December 19, 2008
@ 7:35 PM
It started..duno when...thinking of O level result...oh please..not even Christmas lo...actually worried 2subject of R5..hmm i shall nt say it...damn bastard dad...few days b4 he left..he alr ask mi 2 think abt my future...how ridiculous!!!Do i have a future???they alr told mi wad job they wan mi to do...but i dun want end up in a job i dun lyk in the future...so wad i can big bucks from it...i dun think $$mattersif it came true ...do u know how tiring doing a job w/o passion...??
its lyk they will be there 4ever...anw if going JC..probably take ART...i tink..if going POLY(if i am still alive)..wish can take my dream course...but impossible i tink ..10 points lei...if i realli gt 10points ..they will Force mi choose JC...jus bcos the stupid University...Uni..Uni...Uni...never go Uni will die mei...canot do Phy ..end of world hah...yea i know both Phy pro...math pro...nv read finish the qns alr how to do liao...no wonder they cant ART subject lo...dun even know which month in Australia is summer and which month is winter..whenever i am thinking abt my result ...she appear in my mind...i wish i can ask her...Pleas god!!!please!!let mi get A1 for THAT subject...if cant go JC and Uni is the price..i will pay it...plsplsplspls...take wadever u want...jus give mi an A1 fot it....plspslspslsspslspspspssppspssssssssssssssssssssI would want to live longer...
Sunday, December 14, 2008
@ 12:25 PM
Grandpa passed away ytd morning..Dad went back 2 China last nite but mom and i did not...i was shocked when Dad put down the receiver..so he died ...he's gone..well i am not close to my Dad's side 's relatives...to me they r strangers ...ppl i dun even recognise...not even close 2 my grandpa as well...Countryside...undeveloped parts in China ...they do thing by traditional way ...even funerals...never attend funerals b4...never see corpse b4...yes i am scared..and i am glad i will not be there...i duno wad 2 do if i were there...am i supposed cry??wad if i cant???i am not the onli grandchild ...His grandson ...all my cousins ...i feel like an outcast...but i couldn't help 2 put the blame on my uncle...my dad's younger brother...he's so money-minded...if not bcos of the money my dad give 2 him ...he probali won take care of grandpaif he din let grandpa slp in the room alone ...grandpa won die...HE IS THE UNFILIAL SON!!!HE WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN...they r so money-minded ...and so XIAN SHI...and his wife ....lazy pig...jus bcos she gave birth 2 a son...so grandpa died at home...when he was asleep..i guess...if he din slp alone...there might b a chance they can send him to hospital....that uncle of mine..no he gt nothing 2 do wif mi..he's fault ...his dad passed away...and his voice is so calm ...so hus the filial son ????Rest In Peace
Shinigami will look after you
I would want to live longer...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
@ 10:33 AM
found a new way 2 release my frustration and angerhope it works..I would want to live longer...
Monday, December 1, 2008
@ 9:03 AM
nabei...last nite tot to DIY yogurt...well yea i know...home economics was my worst subject in sec2...but DIY yogurt shd be simple...then guess wad???my mom is jus sooooooooooooo STUPID!!!!she left the jar OPEN!!!!which is a big mistake and the supposed 2 be covered/seal...and when i told her ..she still dun belived it...so i checked the internet...then she began 2 事后诸葛亮...oh yea i was thinking of it....no idea wad she can do lo...cooking sucks...mess up the house..DIY yogurt oso cannot...i think this shows her chemistry SUCKS like hell lo...this is FERMENTATION!!!!it MUST be carried out wif absence oxygen...ohya i guess she onli can do the Geometrical prof qns...prove prove prove ..prove this ..prove that ...wrong still dun no...I would want to live longer...
