Sunday, December 14, 2008
@ 12:25 PM
Grandpa passed away ytd morning..Dad went back 2 China last nite but mom and i did not...i was shocked when Dad put down the receiver..so he died ...he's gone..well i am not close to my Dad's side 's relatives...to me they r strangers ...ppl i dun even recognise...not even close 2 my grandpa as well...Countryside...undeveloped parts in China ...they do thing by traditional way ...even funerals...never attend funerals b4...never see corpse b4...yes i am scared..and i am glad i will not be there...i duno wad 2 do if i were there...am i supposed cry??wad if i cant???i am not the onli grandchild ...His grandson ...all my cousins ...i feel like an outcast...but i couldn't help 2 put the blame on my uncle...my dad's younger brother...he's so money-minded...if not bcos of the money my dad give 2 him ...he probali won take care of grandpaif he din let grandpa slp in the room alone ...grandpa won die...HE IS THE UNFILIAL SON!!!HE WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN...they r so money-minded ...and so XIAN SHI...and his wife ....lazy pig...jus bcos she gave birth 2 a son...so grandpa died at home...when he was asleep..i guess...if he din slp alone...there might b a chance they can send him to hospital....that uncle of mine..no he gt nothing 2 do wif mi..he's fault ...his dad passed away...and his voice is so calm ...so hus the filial son ????Rest In Peace
Shinigami will look after you
I would want to live longer...
