Monday, May 25, 2009

@ 7:03 PM

Arghhhh
god bless me
god bless me
god bless me....
wed is the Gp exam!!!!!
god bless god bless god bless...

ok first thing...
i am the highest in Gp test !!!!
seems V easy to top the class...
hmmm...
my marks is V horrible i shall not say it....
but anyway my marks is the highest!!! Gp essay lei ...
god blesss god bless god bless...
bless me for wed de exam ho....
u no..one thing i dun like abt the teachers is they seems know u very well...
i jus ook back my paper from her...
i dun think i look very happy...
but the first sentence she said is "DUN BE COMPLACENT"
aerh...she can read my mind wo??

after wed will be SEL camp...for 2 days!!
waste of time!!!

Argh god bless me ..
god bless me
god bless me...
GOD BLESS ME LA...

I would want to live longer...

Friday, May 22, 2009

@ 6:59 PM

I would want to live longer...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

@ 6:10 PM

Omg i cant find the wire....T.T
oh no where on earth i put it...
so cant upload the picture...
anyway its a very tedious job....

i am super afraid of the math test results..
which will be getting back tmr...
really i wonder what kind of marks i get....

I would want to live longer...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

@ 8:23 PM

Finally MI carnival is over....
i have absolutely no idea how to describe today..
as i realised that i hate crowded areas so much...
the entire canteen is flooded with people...
thanks to the great contribution by the teachers..
at least half of the crowd were contributed by them..

something i would like to mention it first...
i am pissed off with Nadiah...
i know i am the only child and i am selfish....
even my parents never ask me to wash stuffs ..
who do she think she is that she can order me around???like a maid...
u know i don like to be controlled by people....
if u were older than me and not the same generation as me...
i would be more than happy to listen to u...
if u were my friends
i will do anything to lend u my helping hands wadever the reason could be
but Nadiah doesnt belongs to the above categories...
so fuck off bitch...
u r so call in charge of the stall this time...
but doesnt mean next time will be the same...
can u imagine...
classmates for 3 years gonna be...
omg...

reach sch 852am this morning...
i have sacrificed my taekwondo training!! T.T
nothing much to do to help out at the first aid stations...
and yea we have have free breakfast and lunch...quite nice...
i guess ppl might think we are there becos of the food...
by the time the carnival started and i am off duty..
i am extremely full..same goes for kaijiao...
and we are supposed to eat the carnival food lo....
so i called my dad to school to finish up the coupons....

and blah blah blah
not much fun
thank to Nadiah....
i dun mention it anymore.....

honestly i am not in a good mood today...
pissed off....

PS:
Happy birthday Bastard dad!!!

upload photos of today on Mon which is a holiday (for MI)

I would want to live longer...

Friday, May 15, 2009

@ 1:36 PM

No lessons today...

whole school is involved in the MIOO preparation work..

all the tables and benches in the canteen have been removed

and some food stalls were set up in the canteen area...

09B4 is stall number 17...

with a name called: rain or shine ,share a dime...

see above for our advertising posters

tatto for a fish is our game stall 's name..

it will be at the basketball court tmr...

blah blah blah

i am thirsty...could stop myself from drinking water....

thanks to the beef noddles hah....

but anyway the taste is indeed nice....:)

we had fire drill exercises today...

in case of emergency..blah blah blah....

really not easy to organise such event u know...

the hall has become some kind of coffee shop with round tables and plastic chairs...

each table will have a table host ...

umm i wonder hu are those teachers need to play this role...table host...

hahaha...

ok anyway i will be helping out in the first aid station..

dun be surprised ok?? i jus want to try something new....

and guess wad i nid to be there for the whole day...!!!

or not i can reach there wadever time i want...:(

I would want to live longer...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

@ 7:29 PM

我也太自不量力了

分明做不到的事

我干吗要答应Ah Cat 呢？

自己一个人失望不就够了磨

我真希望自己可以变得

很坏很坏

做一个恶贯满盈的大恶人

就像天龙八部里的那个天下第一大恶人一样

与其说我今天忘记写名字

到不如说我是故意没写

我真得不想让Ah Cat 知道那张考卷是我的

今天下午PE

费尽唇舌+死缠烂打

中巫婆（PE teacher)才答应让我再跑2.4

其实我知道不可能pass

我只是很想跑而已

第三圈时

我突然好希望自己快点死掉

因为那是唯一可以结束痛苦的捷径

在跑道上的那18分钟

我一直在想

在MI的目的到底是什么

Ah Cat曾经问过我相同的问题

真得不清楚

从何时起

对math 产生了如此大的激情

只要math可以拿到向往已久的那个A

付出再大的代价我也愿意

I would want to live longer...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

@ 1:45 PM

how tiring!!!though i din do much stuff these days..
MI official opening(MIOO) this Saturday 16 May 2009..
yeah MI will be officially opened this Sat although the school has been there for umm 3 years or 4??
our stall will be selling fruit salad..
there will be alots of stalls on that day including game stalls..
my dearest econ teacher is the food inspector....!!omg...
she started frowning the moment we told her about fruit salad...
because it will probably gone sour in the afternoon....
well maybe...
but carnival will be ending 1 hr earlier ..which is 4pm instead of 5...
and we get CIP hours for that...
ermm do we have a choice...??
plus all these stupid briefings about how to handle food and food hygiene issues n blah blah blah...
kind of expecting nx Sat..
it will be EXCITING !!!.....;
i will take some photos to share with u guys!!:)
ohya i will be on duty from 2-4pm...which is the closing time...:(
need to ensure the coupon boxes are delivered to the general office safely..or not ...~
anyway if u happen to be there nx Sat...
do rmb to visit my stall...
umm i mean my class's stall...food stall be specific...:)
if u want to get in for free..
do tell me also...
i will help u to cheat in:)

ok i need to sleep le...
tmr gt math test!!!omg again...
after the talk with Ah Cat last Friday...
she said she will be expecting me to get full marks for tmr da test...
how encouraging!!!

I would want to live longer...

Saturday, May 9, 2009

@ 5:51 PM

我想

应该是时候浴火重生了

因为那个Band 3 总觉得心里有根刺拔不掉

我坚信这个伤口会愈合的

以后我会更累

我会更加疯狂的去追求完美

I would want to live longer...

Friday, May 8, 2009

@ 6:22 PM

心情像末日般黑暗

Ah Cat indeed gave me a band 3 for homework...
she said she understand it...
the fact that i am asking for perfection..
and she also said by right it shd be a band 1 excellent which is full marks...
all my qns are correct...
she gave me a band 3 because she still think i lend my work 2 Zhi Ying FOR HER TO COPY
i am really pissed ...
and i am depressed also....
its just like i cant take it...very strange isnt?? since i 've changed???
and yeah she also said she's very happy that i take pride in my work...
oh really...
i can do nothing with it...
wasted 2 days because i cant focus...
Band 3 keep on flashing in my mind...
i want to forget it bt its jus cant go away....
Mdm Lee will nv do this..
other teachers like Chris Low and George Lim will nv do this too...
only Ah cat will give Band 3...
dun 4gt i am the original producer ...
by giving zhi ying and me a Band 3 will serve as a warning???
she's looking down on me...
know me well u will no how stubborn i am...
from today onwards my homework is open to any1 not only zhi ying ...
i want to change back...
i dun want to be some1 hu will cry over some kind of stupid marks...
i wan the original skywalker....

I would want to live longer...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

@ 2:00 PM

Fuck Fuck fuck!!!!!
go die man!!!
during math lessons i was damn pissed ...
Ah cat said the assignment 4 were not very well done...
and theres a mastermind among the class...
because the same mistakes appears very often ...
then she looked at me...
"C****** u r the mastermind right ?"
"think i dunno hah??"
she said will get a band 3..
i am very particular about homework esp math...
getting band 3 is not an embarrassment ..is a humiliation...
and sometimes i really dun understand ...
i am not the one duplicating other ppls homework
so y i am the 1 referred???
did i made any mistakes???
if other ppl want to copy ur homework...
can u just say no???
moreover theres nothing wrong with copy homework ...
and being the original producer ..i dun mind my work gets duplicated...
because i treat it as trust placed upon myself....
so jus lend it lo..
fuck la !!!!
and she just cant stop picking on me...
Monday because i am too talkative...
Tue no math...
today...ur hair colour is wrong and ur eye colour also wrong.....
bother so much thing for wad...
home tutor and other ST never say anything at all lo...
and i din dye my hair ok????
crazy ....

Management even wrost...
pregnant teacher gt mood swing ok nvm then...
suddenly want to check tutorial 4 ..theses hu nv do deduct 1 mark...
u dun have alot of marks for her to deduct ok...
today is my first time nv do MOB tutorial
so 1 mark deducted...
do u how diffcult it is???
even the teacher says its extremely diffcult...
if ytd nv do...1 night can finish everthiing mei???
y cant we just have more time ...??
beside she din even say today nid to hand in
and and and we r allowed to do it at our own pace
she's like a bomb that u dun know when she will explode
this is so unfair..
anway life is nv fair...

such a good wed!!!!

I would want to live longer...

Monday, May 4, 2009

@ 6:09 PM

today Ah cat asked me to seat at the last row during math klass...
becos i keep talking to Zhi Ying non-stop...
plus all the laughing and giggling..
i think shes v pissed off with me...
but no one seat in the last row...!!!
well basically theres 4 rows...
and she said during the first math lessons that ever1 supposed to seat infront...
yet today she asked to seat at the last row...
thats is obviously isolated away from the class loo...
i tink i need to control my mouth ...
u know ..i cant stop talking ....
is just something is wrong.....
but i rather she said "get out of the classs!"
T.T
T.T
ok anyway i need to 4gt it...
or not i cant stay focus....
and and and ....
nvm dun want to say le....
i am not in a happy mood today ..thanks to AhCat...
later i will go polyclinic to get a MC that will exempted me from NAPFA
wish me luck....'wink'
i am perfectly fine

I would want to live longer...