我相信只要你成绩好

可以盖过你的一切缺点

最起码在老师眼里是这样

今天PE就证明了这一点

我就是要这样

做一个成绩好的坏孩子

多酷啊！

你说呢？
I would want to live longer...


i have no idea whats wrong with blogger....
will be back here soon
I would want to live longer...


i was supperrrrrrrr angry today!!!.
because the teacher are sooooooo raceist!!!
i dun want to go in to the detail....
during gp lessons today ....
we r doing our so called pw...
28 person get in to group of 4...
then end up left my group..3 chinese gal inc me..and 3 malay gal..and 2 boys.then the qns came...
duno how cum the 2 boys cant separate..very funny..
so either split my group or the malay group...
this how it goes...
Gp tutor asked me ,pui ann, and kaijiao..
"can u guys split??"
y hah??y hah???
y we need to split???
not the malay gals???
u tell me y ???
by asking 'can u guys split?"
means ur have to split...
so dear readers , u tell wad is this ???
wad is this call???
2nd incident...class phototaking...
malays outnumber the chinese in the class...
malay ppl say go to the track take photo ..so we go to the track...
they din even use their brains...
430pm on the track taking classphoto under the sun...
how nice????
taking photo under the sun!!!
i can image HOW NICE THE PHOTO GONNA LIKE"
THANKS 2 THE MALAYS GALS
UR SO CLEAVER!!!!!
anyway we got nothing 2 blame...
chinese is the minority in MI..
minority in 09B4...
so the majority say this
the minority have to follow,...
force to follow....
how great....
i tink i can finally understand how race riot occured ....
oh ya btw...
my gp tutor is my HT..
and she's a chinese!!!!
haha funny ...
so dear readers can u see the reality???
hais sad life...
selfish ppl does selfish things
I would want to live longer...


today is friday...
i tink 4 days of emo-ing are enough...
more results will be out for next week...
i dun no how long this period of emoing gonna take...
but for my MT essay this time...
i will forget the memory but the mistakes...

its just 我还是觉得很不甘心

但仔细想想又有什么用呢

我好想卓老师，白老师，Mdm Khong ，当然 还有LCH

还有我小学的华文老师和曾经教过我的人

特别是我第一个华文老师

是她改变了我对华文写作的看法

这次作文 我反了考场作文应考大忌

随然我的第二个错误存在着争议性

但是我也不会为此就斤斤计较

一向在写作上讲究标新立异，独树一帜的我

自然也明白会承担一定的风险

但是我还是觉得很抱歉

我只希望这次的成绩

不会破坏我的作文留在别人心目中的印象

我相信有一天

总会遇上伯乐的

PS : 1 confirmed case of H1N1 from MI..can i be the next one??



I would want to live longer...


i tink i am just deluding myself...
of what i don know...
maybe everything...
i have no idea whats going on in my mind since ytd...
when my dear Chinese teacher told the whole class my essay only get 1/4 of the marks...
its always easy for other ppl to say ...nvm its just a small test...
nvm its just this this this and that that that...including teachers...
but who can really do that in the first place???
r u human ???
i wish i can truly tell myself that MT is not important anymore...
IT will not help u again...
just 4gt it ....
but i cant ...the wound just refuse to heal...
i dun want to write anymore essays
i dun want to have anymore Chinese lessons....
i am afraid it....
indeed i am scared of stepping in to the classroom tmr,,,,
the first double period is MT



I would want to live longer...


i don know how to start this...
but i need to tell it..lets get straight in to the point...
my Chinese essay for this promos 1..
i get the lowerest across the level...with a score of 8/30....
the comment is i ve made 2 huge mistakes...
huge enough that is unforgivable....
well it is the lowerest in my entire essay writting history..
somehow its not only heart pain
more like a humourous joke 2 me....
我变了

我想真的是变了

我已经做不到一笑了之

刻骨铭心的痛

永远能让我爱它爱得如痴如醉

8/30 哈哈 多好的分数

老天我爱你

我好 xiang 大笑一场

然后再大哭一场

然后再大醉一场

PS :will be back here very soon....

Lets laugh together
Lets laugh at Xu Yi Jiao
Lets laugh at her marks
altogether as one...



I would want to live longer...


Love is when you are willing to value someone's or something's existence above your own
In other words you r willing to die for this person or this thing
I would want to live longer...


what what what???
this time taekwondo grading test will be at Radin Mas CC...
and i need to b there by 9 am on sunday morning...
wth
sunday morning lei....
I would want to live longer...


为什么要说那些话

为什么要救我呢

因内疚而促成的爱

其实终究不是爱

随然它一样的刻骨铭心

但它其实是一种负担

一种额外的负担

我真得好像忘记你

但是从你身上得到的

真是太多太多了

这种因内疚而促成的爱

我真得想放弃了

因为我发现

哪怕是我用生命去做交换

可能还是得不到它

我不想背负着这种因内疚而促成的爱

也许放弃了

我会豁然开朗

心情舒畅

但是到头来

我又发现

其实我根本放不下

因为内疚得太深

爱得太深

但是谁有真正的在乎过呢


I would want to live longer...