Tuesday, July 14, 2009

@ 4:59 PM

i tink i am just deluding myself...
of what i don know...
maybe everything...
i have no idea whats going on in my mind since ytd...
when my dear Chinese teacher told the whole class my essay only get 1/4 of the marks...
its always easy for other ppl to say ...nvm its just a small test...
nvm its just this this this and that that that...including teachers...
but who can really do that in the first place???
r u human ???
i wish i can truly tell myself that MT is not important anymore...
IT will not help u again...
just 4gt it ....
but i cant ...the wound just refuse to heal...
i dun want to write anymore essays
i dun want to have anymore Chinese lessons....
i am afraid it....
indeed i am scared of stepping in to the classroom tmr,,,,
the first double period is MT

I would want to live longer...