Wednesday, October 28, 2009

@ 3:55 PM

i am quite upset these few days
the results are out
i am in the 2nd position from PU1 cohort
upset not because i have expected to top the level
because i knew how much efforts i have put in
esp the days before exams i wasnt too focus on studies
so when u didnt gave your best try
i believe if u were me
there will be only one word to describe you: Regret
however i promise you
i will do even better next year
PU2 in MI will be a challenging year
i am looking forward to it
we will wait and see the final :]

I would want to live longer...

Monday, October 26, 2009

@ 7:55 AM

Alright !!
today is 26 Oct
the day for O level English
no school today as it is promotional day
but i need to go school later for the exam
this is so werid
the feeling for retaking is sooo different from last year lei...
anw according to most of the English teachers
this year suppose 2 b a difficult paper
because last year was an easy one
and yet i got D7
how great isn't??
i am proud of it
there are not alots of people getting D7 anw
see
this is call
Learn , Care and make a difference
you know
Make a difference

I would want to live longer...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

@ 4:26 PM

LaLaLaaaaaaa....
i am back here blogging! after Promo 2 and 2 days of Post exam activities..
normal lessons resumed today..
well hmm results are coming out soon...
i just want to say i do wish 09B4 to get promoted as a class
but certain classmates i hope i will not be seeing them next year
i am really sorry i said this
but one thing being ONLY BOOK SMART is that
i will pass my exams and do not nid to worry about promotion
i miss secondary life
i miss 4e1...because back then that was a class...a real class
when the teacher asked to spread a message such as changes in class room or LR
i tried my best to tell everyone even if i wish u to get retained
but what my friends and i get back today is NOTHING
so i just suppose your think that we knew the changes la hah...
see nice classmates i have...this is 09B4 under Joanne Leong's lead
but NVM!!!!15 mins late only mah ..miss the nagging part..so
THANK YOU

before Econ lessons started this morning
Mr Lai called me to go outside the classroom with him
honestly i was damn scared..hmm i think this is the problem of being ONLY BOOK SMART
well i shall not say anything about what he said...
but after i heard it and went through some corrections..
the only thing i want to do is to find that Bitch Miss chin and that teacher who is so scared of women
and fight with them until they beg for death !!!
i told Mr Lai about this ..is just like some kind of 埋怨
i din expect him to do anything anyway everything is over
but he looked at me with some kind of weird expression that i duno how 2 explain
anyway back to Bitch chin
rmb my previous post??actualli i just lost 1 mark..well 1 mark no big deal
but what i 've realised that what i lost are more than what i have expected
there are 3 extract in total
due to anger i did not realise there is extract 3..this is a very sad mistake
as last qns in case study is based on extract 3 and it is 10 marks
i answered the qns as if it is a contextual&content knowledge qns..
the extract3 are there to provide me with supporting details and i din saw it during exam
so whos fault ?
bitch chin's
i am sure i can get at least 8 marks
i have lost some marks for sure...
and i lost something that is very expensive in the journey of studying Econs
because of bitch chin
but still the old phrase : i give it to you

I would want to live longer...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

@ 5:51 PM

我应该是脑子进水了

I would want to live longer...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

@ 5:40 PM

漫长的等待

真得很辛苦

我觉得好累

暧昧的关系

心真得很痛

单纯的美好

我要守护它

好奇

他会说什么

好奇

他的感觉

好奇

他的一切

或许

忘记也是需要勇气

守住那些内心里纯净美好的故事

让它们成为永不遗失的美好

I would want to live longer...

Friday, October 9, 2009

@ 9:20 AM

昨天考完试以后

一根紧崩了很久的弦

终于松了下来

我只觉得很累想好好睡觉

但却又怎么都睡不着可能是太兴奋的关系

所以我就开始狂读借来的小说绕雪漫的作品

小烤说的真对

她的作品真的是那种高级散文

或者说是微型小说

她的文字就像一只柔软的箭

直击读者心中最软弱的地方

给你一箭穿心的感觉

我喜欢这样的感觉

我也喜欢考完试后的感觉

I would want to live longer...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

@ 12:15 PM

go home fuck u father la bitch!!
u call urself a teacher ar???
gosh man gosh!!!
as time slipped away from my finger
i am having no idea abt the definition of the word
TEACHER
i tink it shd be re-termed as bitch and bastard
wads wrong with borrowing a calculator during Econ paper??
look carefully is Econ not Math...
i dun care whether i am supposed to borrow
all i know this is an internal exam with our own school teachers
and i rmb wad ah cat said on the last math class
the teacher will go around the school and find a calculator for u
i don expect the teacher to go around the school becos they are not tt nice
but i did expect the bitch 2 help me borrow 1
the bitch is MS CHIN
the reason y i add MS in front is i dun bother to find out bitch's name
and as 4 u
ms chin
if u tink by wad have u done 2day will stop me from getting A
u are in a deep mistake
depending how the marks are allocated i might just lost 1 mark in the end
at most 2 marks
u think tt 2 marks matters alot to me???
i give it to u...
listen i give it to U...is not u taken it away from me...
i know i am nt ur student
so does it implies u dun me to get A????
u call urself a teacher ???
i wonder how many A grader u can produce in UR class esp in a school like MI
its good for me that u are not my teacher
and bad for u that i am not ur student
if mr Lai were in the hall today at the moment
he will definitely help any students tt asked the same qns including me
dun worry i will still get A for Econs
ur attempt is useless:)

and u r a BITCH

I would want to live longer...

Monday, October 5, 2009

@ 12:30 PM

Great 1 exam is down and 3 more to go
just finished my Management of Biz paper
thanks to mr sham who had dropped alots alots and alots of hints in class
i tink is not too much 2 ask for an A grade
anyway i do hope i can get A la of cos
and my A is 85 and above
hmm its not too greedy to chase after 85 isnt?
hais poor me
actually i din spet too much time on today's paper
i spend my weekend studying Geography and doing other stuff
until i am having an over dosage of Geography i tink
because when i supposed to write the word " debts"
i wrote "debris" instead =(
and and
my math ..oh math dear math
i din practice it for duno how long le
although i did quite well in the class tests
but the class tests r really v easy lo...
hais math is something tt will rust
ok nvm i shall concentrate on Econs first
whatever will be...will be

I would want to live longer...

Friday, October 2, 2009

@ 8:23 PM

迷恋的心

和你一起的相爱的日子与你一起的岁月

只爱你一个人的日子我生存的理由只有你

你是我生命的全部

现在不得不送走你

不得不离开你现在该放你走该离开你

我再也不会回头看再也不回头望

迷恋的心啊…模糊的记忆啊

求你告诉我那不是爱情在视线中远去

直到看不到你

只抱着撕裂的伤痛而活着也好宁愿抱着撕裂的心活着

最后只能忍气吞声, 紧闭双唇终于忍住了眼泪咬住嘴唇

狠心说着和你没有关系狠心的说与你无关

直到我闭上双眼的那天依然会思念你

最终仍然在思念中直到生命的最后一刻

后悔今天送走了你后悔今天把你放走

迷恋的心啊…模糊的记忆啊

愚蠢的心啊…遥远的回忆啊

紧紧抱住你的那个人看来不是我对不起

迷恋的心啊…模糊的记忆啊

求你告诉我那不是爱情 (告诉我不是那个爱情)在视线中远去

只抱着撕裂的伤痛而活着也好 (宁愿抱着撕裂的心活着)

掠过的爱情啊, 洒落的眼泪啊留下心灵深处只刻着那个名字

眼泪若是干涸, 心也会变得坚固别让我再受伤

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