Wednesday, April 7, 2010

@ 6:13 PM

hais
feel like having alot of things to do
but donno why
the content is getting heavier and heavier and heavier
look at the marketing chapter
gosh want to vomit already lo...
so many things need to rmb!!!argh!!!
i shall enlarge my memory space further..
dont u feel very sian...study for a levels
i miss my days when i was in Hillgrove
Sec1 din really study
Sec2 touched a bit on math and science
Sec3 oh i love this year din study at all
Sec4 math ,chem and geog
the 4 years in Hillgrove is really fun in a way that i donno how to describe
i miss Sec3 days more than the other years
that was a period erm i called it carefree days
is like i dont really have a goal in mind when Sec 3 started
as my ultimate aim in Sec 2 is to get into 3e1
i donno how i did it but i did it the end
nothing special abt Sec 3 in particular
though i was looking 4ward to Mdm Lee 's lessons
cos her jokes are entertaining i guess
then everyday just aimlessly looking around
doing nothing meaningful
i miss those days
because i am tired now
the day when mr sham told me "dont be so arrogant"
and high-ability student need to be humble so that others will like you
i feel quite hmm sad and when i compare this with the days in Sec sch
i am surprised
i never imagined that a teacher will tell me this
i never meant to be arrogant just because of my grades
the grades to me are nothing
because i am doing it for the sake of
a silent promise
revenge
proving back to my parents and teachers
and perhaps attracting attention from a special him?
i cant see the point of being arrogant while i am not even doing it for myself
and i am tired

I would want to live longer...