Tuesday, July 27, 2010

@ 7:28 PM

well i am not sure how to start this
so i will do it randomly
the promo1 results is the worst set of grades ever since i stepped into MI
its the first time that i didn't get triple A for H2 subjects
i am disappointed to a certain extent
but more glad of the lessons learnt
so i am just trying to say that the experience from this exam is something that is priceless
and i wouldn't b able to learn it or understand it fully if i scored triple A this time round as well
but what i have realised is something that is more than the experience
like what i said geog is my main and only concern
as long as i can get A and my mark is the highest among all the geog students
then i don't mind whats my grades for other subject inc getting an U for all
think this again
i feel sad not because of this promo1 results
but i ve realised there will b no more geog lessons next year if i make it to PU3 by getting a C6 for my O level English
so i can finally understand that why i have the feeling that this year is the final lap for me, instead of next year.
when all the geog lessons are over, thats it! full stop. My life ends here...
i mean the other subjects??
purely an extension of my parent's life
so whats the point of extending someone else life??
just bcoz they gave birth to U??
thats sound so stupid
i just want to safeguard something that i see it as an identity

As for you , yes you
if you want to play with me or fake with me
its okie, i will play with you

I would want to live longer...

Monday, July 19, 2010

@ 6:26 PM

各路神仙各路天地鬼神

如果听到了我的小小请求小小愿望

拜托你们就让它实现吧

如果有来生我真的愿意用一切去交换让今生的这个小小请求实现

拜托你们一定要帮我

如果一定让我在今生付出代价

我也愿意

希望你们多爱我一点

不要让这个代价太惨痛好么

如果你们真的听到了

真的帮我实现它

我一定在有生之年

做一个对社会有用的人

尽最大的努力

报答这次的恩情

拜托！

I would want to live longer...

Monday, July 12, 2010

@ 6:08 PM

我该说写什么呢

有好多事情在等着我做

但我真的没心情

今天看到我的 math paper

有好多好多事情

好多好多人出现在我的脑海里

当这些回忆都沉淀以后

我想起了mdm Lee 每次对4E1 说的那句话

我好想听她再说一遍

说不伤心不难过不心痛

是在自欺欺人

就伤心两天吧

不是Mr sham 也说可以伤心两天的吗

还有啊

我不是曾经说过

只要geog 考到A

我不惜一切成绩去换吗

如果这次的考试成绩应了这句话

上帝啊，我应该说声谢谢吗

I would want to live longer...

Friday, July 9, 2010

@ 12:08 PM

没想到倚天屠龙记真的很好看

不愧是金庸笔下的武侠小说

好喜欢里面的武打场面

比射雕英雄传还要好看

I would want to live longer...

Friday, July 2, 2010

@ 5:25 PM

want to post some comments and reflect about the promo1 exams de
but now i have no mood
simply because i ve screwed up my math paper today
one more last paper to go on next tue
econ paper1
1h15mins for 1 case study
whcih is a 'light' paper
i hope i can still get the disgusting A for my math
:/

I would want to live longer...