Tuesday, July 27, 2010

@ 7:28 PM

well i am not sure how to start this
so i will do it randomly
the promo1 results is the worst set of grades ever since i stepped into MI
its the first time that i didn't get triple A for H2 subjects
i am disappointed to a certain extent
but more glad of the lessons learnt
so i am just trying to say that the experience from this exam is something that is priceless
and i wouldn't b able to learn it or understand it fully if i scored triple A this time round as well
but what i have realised is something that is more than the experience
like what i said geog is my main and only concern
as long as i can get A and my mark is the highest among all the geog students
then i don't mind whats my grades for other subject inc getting an U for all
think this again
i feel sad not because of this promo1 results
but i ve realised there will b no more geog lessons next year if i make it to PU3 by getting a C6 for my O level English
so i can finally understand that why i have the feeling that this year is the final lap for me, instead of next year.
when all the geog lessons are over, thats it! full stop. My life ends here...
i mean the other subjects??
purely an extension of my parent's life
so whats the point of extending someone else life??
just bcoz they gave birth to U??
thats sound so stupid
i just want to safeguard something that i see it as an identity

As for you , yes you
if you want to play with me or fake with me
its okie, i will play with you

I would want to live longer...