Sunday, May 29, 2011

@ 5:38 PM

Him: Your feeling of love for him will be diminished with time, trust me , human emotions are like that. But it seems that time has not helped you much..

Her: hmm then how? ( hoping for an answer)

Him: ( pause) what you need is more time ? ( with a smile and laughter on his face)

Her: (无奈的笑容)

Him: After all the two of you are still in the same building everyday ,so there's a possibility for you to see him, after your last paper is done , there will be a completely cut off between you and him, only 4 more months to go...

Her: ohh...

Him: you have 4 more months to go in this school , i also have 4 more months to go before..

Her: ( surprised) where are you going?

Him: i am going to retire and i will not coming back to collect my retirement award

Her: You've reached your retirement age? You are leaving...so sad...

Him: Its okay anyway , you are graduating this year ,we leave this building together

Her: are we going to see each other again?

Him : you have my no. ,we can always call and meet up again,i will there as long as long you need me ,but i am sure very soon you will tell me ,xxx, i am fine on my own already....

of course we will leave this building together
why staying when all her friends are left?
why staying when he's holding her hands?
why staying when she couldnt even confess her love to him?

The moment when she started trusting this irrelevant person
she knew that she's falling deeply in love with him
if her love for him doesnt exists
she wouldnt share her happiness and sadness with him
because she trust him, she wants him to know her darkest secret

she's trying to resurface again
because deeply inside her ,her feeling tells her that they would not be able to make it
even though she loves him more than anything else; and
he might love her back someday...

Someday...

I would want to live longer...