Friday, September 30, 2011
@ 8:06 PM
I am not sure whether i should feel happy or not
He shouted me today,asking me to write him emails with words so that he can reply
I dont really like to be shouted at in public,although it is not really public
there are people around him and hp was standing beside me.
I admit the fact the i like him, if i could just say love instead, thats why i trust him and write him emails , tell him how i feel ,
but i might forget,or choose not to remember he is only providing a listening ear and nothing more than that
My last two emails are not blank, he didnt reply either...
so i was thinking maybe hes ignoring me,though i am not sure why.
I couldnt describe how i feel right now
I am not asking him to reciprocate love
Or for the selfish part of me, i did
Maybe the good thing is at least he still remember my existence
I would want to live longer...
